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7:48am- I thank God for another day of life. I woke up in the apartment to my neighbor trying to start a fire to burn her ex boyfriend stuff. Had I not witness this lady damage this man car and argue in the streets. I would've totally tried to talk to her. Beautiful black girl with a NICE body. But than again that's probably my problem now. Clearly God wants me to be alone. He doesn't want me to have a partner. But whatever I'm trying not to dwell on what I don't have and just be grateful. I'm sad and hurt but this is the will of Allah. If he wanted different I would have different. I gotta call a plumber once I know when I'm get off work.
11:21am- I'm fix it myself. It'll be a long day today. When I get off I'm going to home Depot to get the supplies. If anything Tuesday I'll do the work if I can't tonight or tomorrow after work.
4:16pm- going to home Depot to do this damn thing. I hope I can fix it tonight. That'll be such a good thing. You know earlier I realize God has been so good to me. He's taken away my desire for vices. The whole year with that girl I was doing so much trash. Bars, clubs, drinking, smoking, indulging. And God removed all that from my life from my heart. God is good for real. I haven't even took the time to realize it. As I listen to my holy Quran recitation my spirit is awakening. Talking to me and easing my sorrow. Allah speaks to my spirit and my spirit to my soul and my soul to my heart. Allah is so good to me. I just need to stay connected to feel better.
6:42pm- man I did this shit. 
that's the problem I was having. Water pipe burst. And guess what mother fucker. 
by the grace of God I fixed it myself.
that's the problem I was having. Water pipe burst. And guess what mother fucker. by the grace of God I fixed it myself. 8:04pm- I feel so fucking good. That was amazing. I'm ready to start living in my house for good. God has been so good to me. He's so good to me. I gotta keep feeding my spirit and stay on this path. 2025 is the year of focus. I've had fun the last 2 years. Time to her get back to it.
1. Cash rich life style (no debt, only mortgage)
2. Get bachelor's degree (in cyber security)
3. Buy a used Tesla ($20k or less cash)
4. Make $100,000 a year solo (after taxes with degree or without)
5. Build brand (YouTube, books, movies, tufting)
6. build self (learn languages, healthy living & body)
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