do everything with intention
I know exactly what I want in this life. I know exactly how to get it. I move with intention. Everything I say to people is with intention. Every place I go is with intention. Knowledge gives power and power gives control. Control allows for your life to be what you want it be.
- I wanted a house but I wanted to buy it with a partner. To buy a house with a wife... I didn't get to do that. Because I can't control who will be my wife. I can't make a woman see my value. See my worth. See how I'm better than any man she's ever been with or ever will be. That the very fact that I'm interested in her is a blessing to her. But in the end I bought a house. A 4 bedroom 3 bath.
- I want a Tesla, a fully electric self driving car to be more obscure. It just so happen Tesla is the only brand that has the type of electric car I desire. I can buy a used Tesla right now for around $21,000-$25,000. I have the cash for that but I'm waiting for Tesla to drop the model 2 which is rumored to be $25,000 starting price. So I wait.
- I want to make $100,000 a year after taxes. I'm already halfway there, a little over halfway there. I have an associates degree and I'm studying to get my bachelor's degree. That'll help me increase my income, but I am also going to get my CompTIA security+ certification which will get me around $70,000 starting and with experience I'll hit my $100,000 goal in about 3 years. I also have a class A CDL with all endorsements so I could do that as well.
- I want a wife... Someone to share the up's and downs of life. A consistent sexual partner, a mother to my son's, an a mother to my future children. A person to talk to about my life goals and desires. Bounce ideas off of and speak about daily stresses and joys. Someone I'm physically attracted too and sexually compatable with. Someone who wants me and I want them. They choose me and I choose them. They respect me and I respect them. Someone I can pour into and she'll pour into me. Our love would be an act of worship to the one true God.
I know exactly what I want in life. I'm working towards all my goals. I'm going to achieve all my goals. The only goal I can not control is the wife goal. But I truly believe God is going to send her to me. She will make it so obvious that she likes me, loves me, wants me, is willing to fight for us. She will not only want to be a wife, want to be married, want a relationship, but she will want it with me specifically. My time is coming. I only need to keep moving with intention. With focus. With determination.
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